http://lolison.livejournal.com/
Since I'm...an otaku, I guess? I decided I should make a blog to post my blabbering about my anime, video games, and so on. Whether I like it or not, it's basically going to be a spam of otaku junk.

In other news, Lolison will be used to have certain communities to keep information on characters because I am tired of making websites.

This current account is still my main when it comes to reporting my not-very-interesting announcements. I plan on deleting a lot of the old entries from before.

http://aeonity.com/doormatt
If anyone is interested, that is where I make most of my real-life entries now. I use aeonity because it tends to be quicker than LJ and I have the ability to update during school or work or whatever, without much of a hassle. Stupid because apparently LJ is blocked in my school. Guess the teachers aren't THAT old, ehh...

Title came from Tourettes Guy. Since, y'know, no other guy with tourettes beats him. He's just pure awesome. I cried when I found out he died from a car accident. ):

Well, guys. That's right. School going to start on Monday for me. This Monday. 25th. And hell, I'm probably not going to be on as much.

I'm like, so fucking sorry that I haven't drawn any artwork or even worked on some gifts that I promised. I'll have to explain later but I couldn't get the tablet I needed on my birthday. It's gonna be extremely hard earning the money again -- it might take a while. I hope that when I start drawing again I won't end up loosing art skills. Not like I have any...

Anyhow, I'm so fucking sorry, mkay? I wish all of you guys luck, since I know a lot of you are going to school or college or getting a job. I love ya'll, tons.~

I'll have to make a shitty entry later on. I'll try working on that tomorrow.

PS. My sleeping order is back to normal!~ Yaay.

I don't know if I'd consider this a rant, but who gives a fuck?

You know what I'm tired of? Friends that sit there complaining about not getting this or that, how awful their lives are, some person pissing them off, etc. but they expect you to listen to every single word. But then whenever you're in need of a fucking hug, they sit there trying to act mature as if they have never in their life acted like that.

Friends are supposed to care for each other and listen to EVERYTHING. But it seems this doesn't matter anymore, now.

I swear, my only real friend is Krystal and I don't think it'll ever change now.

I love you all that are my friends, but this is stupid.

Fucking. Stupid.

I hate it when people say that no one listens to them, that no one loves them, or cares about them. There's a reason why no one loves you. There's a fucking good one too! It's because someone HAS listened to you go on and on about something that's on your chest, and they tried to comfort you. But what do you give them back? Oh, you just tell them NO ONE listens to you. That you DON'T CARE what anyone else does. That you DON'T TRUST anyone.

Fuck it.

People like that aren't friends. They are strangers.

I am growing a bad sleeping order. I am going to bad at 6 in the MORNING and waking up at 5 in the evening. This is probably why I've been AFK so much in the daytime but at night I'm wide awake.

But I really need to get back on schedule, otherwise I'll become completely nocturnal ... As if I'm not already. But ch'yaa. Those of you who have seen me at daytime, I kept saying I was sleepy and shit like that, well here's my excuse.

Summer ~~~~

Sorry, you guys. For not updating this journal that was supposed to be used for art and stories only. Yeah, I deserved all that bashing, especially whenever I moved to a different account on deviantART. (SpottedRabbit for those who didn't know)

I have decided that this journal will be just... updates on both my life and artwork. Because I feel like telling people about what's going on, but I want my dA page to stay how it is (clean and simple without all this in real life junk). Most of you who talk to me on Furcadia should know about me getting a new rabbit, right? If you don't then either you weren't paying attention or you weren't online. Either way...

They are both males and the new baby rabbit has floppy ears. So I have a floppy eared rabbit and a pointy eared rabbit. I introduced them like this: Skipper (the older pointy eared rabbit;; aka my first rabbit) was on a leash and I took him towards the cage where we put the new rabbit. Of course they eyed each other like as if they were looking at another rabbit with three heads and two legs. I thought that Skipper was going to be sweet, but then all of a sudden he lunges towards the baby and tries to nip at him. Luckily, the cage was in the way, otherwise there could've been a fight.

That's basicly what happened over and over again. They soon calmed down during the night, but Skipper is still being a bully. I mean, I don't think Skipper has a problem with other rabbits. The magazine I read said to expect fights and that it may take a while for them to get used to each other. Skipper went up to a cat one day and seemed he wanted to be her friend. So why is he acting so mean to his own species?

So now it's the morning and they are calm. Hopefully, they'll be buddies.